Wow it's been a busy last few weeks!

Hey everyone!

It's been a really busy last few weeks for me. Now I'm trying to balance school work on top of all the charity work & other things I do during the week. So things have gotten rather hectic. But I hope your all enjoying the contest & other things I have posted on facebook about. I'm doing my best to keep everyone updated & still be there for my fans. I feel like I'm constantly packing up and leaving or just running in every direction in such a short amount of time. I just hope I can keep up the pace.

So many of you have been awesome with all your support & feedback! Glad to see I am making a difference in so many peoples lives. I hope I can continue to do so in the future!

It's Been A While. & I Have Alot To Say!

First & for most I just want to say that I am so sick of being accused of being some "evil, manipulative person" Just because I'm always offering to help someone or listen to them vent. I have always been a genuine person. I have always put other peoples needs before my own. I have bent over backwards to try & make another persons life easier. Even if they really don't deserve it. I don't do nice things & expect something in return. I do what I do because I care. I try & put myself in the other persons shoes. That's why I do what I do. Now from a bunch of people I hear that a certain person has been calling me a liar. That is the one thing that someone can say about me that will piss me off beyond belief. I have always been nothing but honest. Even if I knew it would hurt someones feelings. & when I think about the last 4 years of my own personal "hell". I realized not only have I been honest. But I have also bent over backwards trying to be nice & civil to someone who just wants to say everyone else is lieing & that he's doing everything right. Which is total bullshit. I kept my mouth shut for 4 years about everything. Because it's really not anyones business. But now all the journal entries I wrote to my daughter over the last 4 years...well they will be published in a book one day just for her. This person knows NOTHING of the case. All they know is what a LIAR told them. So I'm being called a spiteful bitch as well for the actions I'm taking. Well you want to see a spiteful bitch, trust me you will now. I'm done being nice to people who have proven time & time again to not deserve my acts of kindness & compassion.  

Moving on to the next issue. Since were on the topic of kindness & compassion. Someone asked me the other day why I post so much stuff about children & animals & them being abused. & all the petitions I post to help stop it. That same person said "It wont make a difference. It may put one person in jail but it wont save all the animals still being abused." So..what then? You don't try? It bothers me that I can't save them all. But if I'm able to help get that one person or animal justice for what some horrible person did to them, or if I'm able to stop that person from harming another child or animal isn't that a win in itself? I just don't understand the logic in people sometimes. If everyone tried to do something to help someone else then this world wouldn't be as fucked up as it is. Everyday I turn on the computer  & I see more cases of child abuse & animal abuse. Not only that but I see kids bringing guns to school, & kids killing other kids. I am terrified to send my daughter to kindergarten because I don't know if some 10 year old will find his parents gun to bring to school and shoot it up. There are so many issues in this world & it seems like limited few are trying to better the world. Please provide feedback. Because I feel like I'm going nuts & that I'm the only one who cares about all these issues. Thanks & god bless.

Keeping Busy

Hey everyone!

So here's the latest Nicolette update, I have been keeping busy with photo shoots & now new found acting opportunities which I am ecstatic about. Which also made me remember how much I loved acting in independent films. Which also lead me to think about how I have always wanted to be in a zombie movie. I know that there are people out there who enjoy making short films & independent films. So I was wondering if any of you know of anyone doing such things now! If so you can contact me at:

BookNicolette@aim.com

Would love to be apart of anything that's in the area of Connecticut. It doesn't have to be a zombie film. I will gladly look into anything you guys have to offer. I'm not asking to be paid. I just miss doing independent films. More of a hobby for me then anything else. As well as more to add to my portfolio.

Now for photo shoots, I have a ton of shoots coming up. So I hope your all looking forward to the photos. Sundays shoot went great. I hope the photos come out just as well! I can't wait to hear all of your feedback on them as well. I have a shoot on February 12th, which I think will really give me some great shots to add to my portfolio. This photographer does incredible work! & I am so honored that he was interested in working with me. So I hope you all enjoy the photos after they are posted. I also have more photo shoot dates as well as photo shoots that are currently being discussed. So it will be an adventure to be able to work with some of these fantastic photographers.

Snowy Weekend

So as usual the snow ruined my plans for the weekend. But I did end up having a good weekend anyway. So I guess I can't complain to much. I was supposed to go to my sisters house to hang out with her & her family. But my fiance & daughter had a family game day since we were snowed in. In which case I found out that Dan is just horrible at memory games. & that my daughter is actually very good. Since she won both games at the age of 4. Oh, & now she knows how to play monopoly. The one with the credit cards of course. Haha. I hope everyone else had a great weekend as well. Despite the snow just ruining any plans of going out & doing anything productive. 

In lighter news, I have some new photo shoots lined up in the near future for modeling purposes. I was a bit surprised at how fast I was able to be booked, especially since I have been off the modeling scene for some time now. But I am thrilled to be getting back into it. So I will be modeling for one starting independent clothing company. & as I stated a while ago that this year I will be doing photo shoots as super hero's & villains. Which is actually something I have wanted to do for a while.

Well I hope everyone enjoys the rest of the weekend. I hope the week wont be to hard for everyone due to the stupid snow as well. Sorry to be bitter. But I hate the snow so much. I don't do well in the cold at all. :'(

Modeling

So I have decided that since I will go insane without the wrestling world in my life for a while, that modeling would be the thing to keep my mind sane. I just need something to keep my free time occupied as well as give me the smiler feeling I get from professional wrestling. Because the next year or so is going to be so hard for me. But you can be sure I am still going to continue with my goals.

As of right now, I am willing to work with any photographer out there. I am up for working with your ideas & creativity. The only shoots that will not be agreed to are lingerie & nudity. If your interested in working with me you can contact me at: BookNicolette@aim.com

I will also be posting my model mayhem account on my website to help those of you who have one locate me and check my profile for further information. I really can't wait to start modeling again!

Life Choices

Hey Everyone,

Alot of you have been asking why I haven't posted flyer's for shows & events lately. As well as some wrestlers have been writing to me, wondering where I have been. So I figured it was time for an announcement. So the biggest reasons would be time and traveling. I use to travel every weekend. But having a 4 year old to take care of all week & then to travel 2 or 3 hours each way really takes alot out of you. So I decided to travel once or twice a month. Not only that but gas prices are ridiculous! But I kept going because all you fans. The last thing I ever want to do is disappoint you. But sometimes life gets in the way of your plans. But nothing lasts forever.

Another reason I have not only been turning down bookings as well as being MIA online, is because I have alot on my plate right now. Everything just seemed to be happening so fast. Planning a wedding, as well as making future plans. Future plans as moving to a new town, & planning my future children. Which leads me to my next announcement. If everything goes according to plan, I will be expecting my second child in January 2013 or April 2013. In which case I obviously will not be coming back to the wrestling world until after having my child. By then I should be in a better position to come back anyway. But from now until that time I will be wrestling here & there. So keep an eye out for shows & events!

Now in recent events, for those of you wondering why I haven't been on stickam. It's because, I have been having alot of problems with my teeth. I have been in so much pain the last few weeks. Finally went to a dentist that was able to tell me what was wrong. I know I said I would be back on stickam after January 2nd, but due to this problem I wont be back on stickam until it's fixed. This tooth has caused the right side of my face to swell a bit. Which caused me to go to the hospital at 6am Sunday morning. So I have been trying to take it easy lately. But I didn't want you all to think I fell off the face of the earth.

But I am hoping when I am ready to come back that my buddy will have a place up & running in CT. So I wont always have to travel so far. I will be also able to post more videos on the website for all of you who aren't near CT to see. I might also consider traveling out west so those of you out there can see a show in person. But we'll see how it all goes. But again thank you all for being so patient. As well as showing your love & support for me & what I love doing. I couldn't have asked for better people in my life!

Been Away Due To Killing Zombies.

Sorry I haven't been posting much lately. Been so hooked on Left 4 dead 2. Thanks again Vinn! But on top of that, I have had a lot of stuff going on lately. More court dates coming up. Fuck my life. Hopefully it's finally coming to an end, since my ex never shows up. Fingers crossed though!

On top of that, still trying to find the time to plan my wedding. Which where still on the fence about the year. Which is such an issue because I don't know when to book a venue for the reception & other things. So I guess we really should get on that since it's only a year or two away. I just don't feel like doing anything lately, other then drawing & playing video games. Speaking of drawing. I hope everyone liked my pokemon drawings. I use to be really good with drawing. Now, I'm not so happy with it. Maybe I just need time to get back into the swing of things. We'll see.

In lighter news, I was thinking about doing some online interviews. But you guys ask the questions. & I'll write them down and answer them. It could be anything from wrestling related to my favorite color, fruit, movie, ect. Of course I am not going to answer any perverted questions. So keep it clean. You can post the question on my facebook page. & if I decided to use it, I will "like" it. & on February 1st I will post the questions and my answers to them on here.

Looking forward to answering all the questions you guys have!